it's me

2007-01-09T03:44:00.000-08:00

I'm back! Loved the sec one orientation! except for the campfire, which was rather sad): but 1A!! You guys did a great job!!! Love you!!<33333333
dang, lost my bottle today): hope no one picks it up and uses it, im not feeling well(:
school has been really busy!! lots of hmk and stuff...bought identical file as crystal, planned on going home early, but got held back by Kailyn and crystal, and gang
so homed with collete(:
was supposed to home, but got held back again! HAha! we suddenly had a craving for pepper lunch, so went to IMM, man, im gonna out on weight): tmr height and weight some more))))):
but anyways, i gtg!
cya!

2007-01-02T04:26:00.000-08:00

I know you're upset with me.
But you have no idea how miserable I feel right now.
My worst nightmare came true.
I never wanted to lose you as a friend, I guess I ruined it.
I feel like a complete fucking asshole right now.

2006-12-31T04:08:00.000-08:00

thought you should know, I tried my best to let go.
Happy New year, I love you.

2006-12-23T03:39:00.000-08:00

The past few dys were quite fun..
Went to school to help out for appeal on thursday.. Neh, Aneesa, Crystal are soooo fun!!!
Went to school for sec 1 registration on friday...was very busy! Hope you guys liked your presents..sorry if they aren't great or anything! Thank you mer for your present! You're the only who gave me one! Love you! LUMPY!!! YOU FORGOT TO GET YOURS FROM ME! AND YOU LEFT!!! ):
After briefing and stuff, went to Tiong to eat with Hong, Neh, Aneesa, Eliose and Yvonne.. Then went to Neh's hse...met Buddy! OMG! SO CUTE!
Then went to Hong's hse and watch them prepare for their farewell...the cookies smelt good! haha! played with hong's com for a while, then tuition, then home!
Today went to Bugis for massage, walked in Toa Payoh with cousin and mom...then went to her house, thought i had to give her big present, so bought them a cake, costed me so much. Got a keychain in return. They insulted me, say I was growing fat, my dressing was weird. Speak for yourself bitches. I can't stand you.
that's all.

Oh, i saw this blogging guide book called
"No one cares what you ate for lunch."
cool huh? but some idiots just do that. hope i don't.

2006-12-17T17:33:00.000-08:00

I'M BACK! from Brisbane...
The trip was damn fun! The shopping, theme parks, nice people...went the beach, Movie world and Dreamworld..
Met a few nice people(: I'm starting to miss Brisbane already):
I actually sat The GIANT DROP and Tower of Terror when I was there! Gasp! It's 39 storeys high! haha!
But anyways, I cant really tell you what I did exactly everyday, cos you probably wouldnt care, so I shant rattle on abt all 7 days there(:
But for the fun of it, here are some photos :D

2006-12-06T18:44:00.000-08:00

Went to watch Happy feet yesterday with Brandon...quite nice, except for this bloody asshole next to me who kept on talking, asked her to shut up a few times, but she didnt hear...
then ate B&J's at grand cathay..
then went to Bedok to meet mom, played xbox with Janson till there's this huge blister on my thumb..
I'll be going to Brisbane for 8 days and I'm leaving tmr evening, so ya... I'll try to get presents(:
Cya!

2006-12-05T17:45:00.000-08:00

Went out with 3 of them again!!! They are damn fun can...I LOVE THEM SOOOOOO MUCH!!!!! Loved yesterday(:
Hong went to cut her hair...it took quite long, the hair dresser was cutting strend by strend..zzz...
But then we went to cine and wanted go to one of those chamber thingy, but was fully taken, so we went to take neos! haha!
then went to walk around, ate alot! haha!
That's all folks! bye!

I LOVE PIG, HAPPENING AND MER!

2006-11-28T02:44:00.000-08:00

There's nothing I wouldn't do
To hear your voice again.

Went to Yixin's house for movie marathon...watched tons of movies,slept late at night..Yixin's brother is damn cute lah! we took photo!

Oh, last thursday went out with Hong, shin, mer, neh, aneesa and divya(: they're damn nice to be with..love you guys(:

2006-11-22T02:14:00.000-08:00

IF IT WERE SO EASY, WHY DON'T YOU DO IT?
oh, I forgot, you screw things up too.
pissed.

Went for IJYM Exco Camp yesterday! I'm back today! haha! There were 8 people lah. I was the only from STC, the rest from TP, KC, SJC. Was quite fun, Ms Sherlyn gave talks and stuff..played games...Daryl came after the camp! haha! we're gonna watch Happy Feet with Shirley and Ms Sherlyn! hahaha! weewheee!
Ok, now I'm home, pissed.
Going to school tmr to prepare for grad day...
Then going out with divya, aneesa neh neh, mer mer, shin and Hong! Yayy! Its gonna be uber fun!!! (:
Bye folks!

2006-11-19T21:33:00.001-08:00

Too long, too far.

Happy Belated Birthday to Patricia and Ronnica!

I'm back people!! Actually I was back o thursday, just didntbother to blog, very lazy..
Ok, Leadership Module 2 was fun! Forums were rather boring but the dinner was ok I guess. Screwed up the emceeing.. Stupid name lah! Cant I just say MR jude benny? Must say Dato Jude Benny..was only given 5 min to practice the long history of him, so i kept on saying Dato as DOCTOR!!!SO EMBARASSING!!!! ok , nvm, the camp was super fun especially with my roomies! Neh Neh, Lumpy and gwen! And my other roomies( they stay nextdoor(:) Gel( Felicia), Mer mer, Ying Tian (Im not sure which one leh) and Olivia!
My goodness, you guys made my nights so fun! (ok that was wrong) And Farah! My bus partner! Met new peeps like Valerieeeeee(and you do look like her), Swen Swen(Sim swen) and a whole load of other people, they are damn nice..
Dinner Committe!!! You guys rock big time! Thanks for making the dinner so successful, thanks for doing the deco so patiently despite having a naggy and hot tempered teacher at our side to
hound us! Forums Comm! you rock too(;

Ok, then after the dinner, and taking loads of photos, I left):
Cos I had to go to Dalat the next day!
Ok, Dalat was really fun! The SJC girls were friendly, the kids there were so nice and the youths there are really nice! I miss so many people ok, haha! Daryl, Ms Sherlyn, Ms Phee and Ms Charles are damn cute!
haha! those past couple of days were random, especially with Sherly around! haha!
Well, found out that Bestie is like really nasty to me, and I dont know why): and Dorothy is love struck with a guy 2 years younger than us!
haha! was quite emo when we left..
well, now I'm back and I went to SAPS on sat for family fiesta! Met Brandon and a whole load of other people! Bought this nice shirt! which Brandon convienietly left his behind. Then went for massage! Then was caught in the massive jam on the PIE cos the stupid Petrol Tank collided with osme cars and the police had to block off 3km of the PIE, cos they were scared the place would blow up! Thanks Brandon for keeping me company (on the phone), enjoy your trip to HK!
haha! Angelyn is damn nice, she gave me an Mp3 for my belated birthday pesent! I LOVE YOU SOOOOOOOO MUCH!!!!
Played Xbox with Janson for 3hrs...
Now I'm home enjoying my first day of holiday, got another camp tmr...so i'll be away for 2 days..im going out with Hong and a couple of friends on thrus, then Graduation day on Friday. Damnit.

So I'll see ya around! (:

2006-11-03T21:39:00.000-08:00

Waiting for you to kill me,
I really dont mind.

Ok, yesterday was NE launch, and I was on duty...nothing much, other then the despo guys who found Esther "not bad". haha!!!! ya, nothing much, saw the NE photos, saw her in it. ok, then went o Macs to eat dinner with Neh, Hong hong, ex-nothing, clarie...they are damn fun lah!
then homed.

Woke up at 5 today, went o Macs wait for Neh Neh and Clarie. Saw Khoon khoon,so, sat with her and waited. she's damn cute lah! haha!
then ate breakfast with Neh, clarie didnt turn up cos she was sleeping...then went to school for open house..brought a few Kellockians around the school, very cute!
Got a lot of freebies from the cca booths. Netball, Softball, Swimming, Hockey ROCK. haha! thanks khoon for giving me the nametag, its damn cool. And the peeps at softabll, swimming for the freebies!

Well, nothing much after that..
So, cya!

I miss you like crazy.
I mean it.

2006-10-30T21:50:00.000-08:00

There you see her,

Went to Vivo on Sunday...was UBER big and crowded, went to some shops, really nice...
Pre-camp training today, was ok I guess. Came to school with a blank piece of combination form.Finally chose the right choice, Yixin, thanks, and trust me, we're in this together(:
Man, now I know who are the real LIARS in the class, some people go around telling the entire world they wanna go double science, in the end, triple. I mean, I would understand if you're the not-so-sure type of personand you end up changing your decision, but if some people are just OBVIOUSLY BIG FAT LIARS. haha!
PS: those who chose triple, I know who you are! haha! good luck! :P
ok, then the training was quite fun, except some parts were boring! zzzzz...
Well, gotta go school early tmr, cya!

My Oh my,
looks like the boy's too shy,
Aint gonna kiss the girl.
Ain't that sad,
it's such a shame too bad,
you're gonna miss the girl.

2006-10-28T05:40:00.000-07:00

HAHA!ok, friday!
Went to school at 8am inthe morning for meeting with the dinner commiteeabt the dress code for the formal dinner. I cant believe they are making us wear a DRESS. I cant even bend the rules, not that I have a choice):
So after, went to Mer's house to get changed and after that we went to Tiong to meet Neh Neh. Then we went to town to meet Crystal and Shin. We where supposed to look for our DRESSES, but ended up eating at Yoshi, then went to Cine Level 9 to watch Cheaper by the dozen in the movie chamber or sth like that..Anyway, then had to leave early cos I had tuition): hmpf. Nvm, next time! They are really fun to be with: Neh Neh, Mer Mer, Hong Hong and Shin! haha! I LOVE YOU! took some pics(:

2006-10-28T05:08:00.000-07:00

Ok, let me begin with Thursday.
It was SUPER UBER HECTIC, and I didnt even have time to spend my LAST day with 2B.AW MAN. got our report books, deproved alot. But I dont care.
Then was the sec 1 training camp. Suprisingly, things turned out quite well! Thanks to all 6 of the sec2 organisers who've put SO MUCH into this and the sec 2 councillors and Ashley and Esther for helping out! The sec ones were really fun! haha! THE COUNCIL ROCKS!
haha! took pics with some councillors, THEY ROCK SO MUCH(:
Oh and I took many more, but I dont know why the blog cant upload it):
ALL OF YOU ARE WONDERUL FRIENDS, i LOVE YOU !!! <3333

2006-10-25T07:34:00.000-07:00

Went to Crystal's place again yesterday. I tell you, 4 of them are like the most fun people I've met! We were supposed to work, but ended up spending $20 over dollars on ice cream, watched She's the Man (damn nice!) and alot of talking!!!
MerMer, as usual, her hardworking self, ChrisChris(LUMPY), HongHong, Shin and me :D

We're almost done with everything and what we've been planning for for weeks is coming. Tmr is the first day of the camp and I really hope we wont screw this up.(Not that we are PRONE to screwing things up) Ok, today was really hectic. Got meetings here, meetings there. In the dinner commitee and I think we're gonna be a fun grp too! But really alot of things to do these days. Damnit, tmr's the last day of school): I'm gonna miss 2B, although we're still gonna see each other. I miss. I was so busy today I forgot to get you guys a present.. Oh man! Nvm, next year! haha!

Well, hope u guys enjoy our last day together as a class tmr! I LOVE 2B! <3333333>

I'll try not to.

But You cant blame me if I do.

2006-10-23T05:26:00.000-07:00

The past dew days have been quite fun..on Friday went to Ngee Ann Poly for Colour's award duty. Damnit, he didnt come. It was rather funny, and we saw this very cute guy standing outside then Neh Neh, was super cute, she said" Eh, he's very cute ok, but I'm letting you have him, I'M SO NICE RIGHT?" haha! soo cute! then after evrything while waiting for the bus, Neh Neh and I went to eat the 'leftovers' at the VIP reception, then I started DEboning the chicken wings and Neh Neh was still using her hands to sophiticatedly eat her chicken..haha!!! then went back to schl in the bus and I tell you, Nerissa(Neh), Fatimah, Ginny and the whole grp of ppl sitting at he back are damn funny!

Then on saturday, went to Crystal's house to discuss the training thing for sec 1s, ok, it was really fun ok! Chris, Melissa(Mer Mer), Yixin (shin), and Crystal were there. As expected, we sidetracked so much, we ended up cooking instant noodles, watching"sleepover" and talking then discussing, so poor Mer Mer had to do almost everything. She's gonna be the next pres(:
Ok, then i became really emo after someone started chatting with Crystal, fine.

Ok, then Sunday..went to watch Death note with Caterina at Great World. The show cheat my feelings, only showed half of the story, and there's gonna be a sequel. They're ginna leave me hanging without an ending to the story for a YEAR! ggrrrhh..., then went to Orchrd MRT to meet Crystal and Mer Mer to got to her house to disucuss again..this time only 3 of us, so we side tracked less and got a little done, Mer still did all the work while Crystal and I kept talking and eating..haha! so funny, crystal kept disturbing me and I kept on poking her..but Mer and her are damn fun to be with..too bad shin and Chris werent there...hmpf.

Today! It was damn embarasing in the morning ok..I felt damn giddy during prayersand there was this white light so I ran to the toilet and sat down..Tessa is damn nice, she keptassuring me and kept on telling me I was CLAMY( whatever that means), but I think it's a very cute word..anyways, then went back to class..Then Kg was damn sweet ok, she went down to the canteen and bought me a cup of Milo! OMG, CUTIE!! THANK YOU SOOOOOOOO MUCH!! I LOVE YOU!!! <333333333333333333333333333 then slacked for the entire day, and there was this very nice talk by Dove, they only said those things to boost ourself esteem, but that Sarah is really pretty and funny! haha! Oh and I wanna congratulate Shin, Ron, Maur,JoYlyn for scoring like top in class! WELL DONE! YOU PPL ARE LIKE SO DESERVING! Oh, and Cutie, when I say you're gonna get into the class u want, you're gonna, so dont worry okay! (: Well, the last day of school is coming, so Im gonna miss so many ppl, including. so ya, I'll get ya'll things! Love ya!!

Oh, took this photo with Janson today, at least we agree on SOMETHING (:

Waiting for you to ask me to die,

2006-10-18T03:57:00.000-07:00

Happy Birthday CRYSTAL!!!
Last day of first aid training! yayy! but still got test, so ya, they just can't let us off can't they?
well, had theory first aid lecture, then lunched with Yixin, Farah and Jolyn...bought CD! haha!
then another few more hours of lecture...then homed with Clare, Bestie, Samantha, Clarissa...
they are nice people, and CUTE too! haha!
now at home, waiting for the stupid com to load the songs from yishin..
so, I'll see you guys tmr! (:

2006-10-17T06:29:00.000-07:00

First aid today...
was not as boring, cos we did practical, in fact, was fun!
The CPR part was, then had a test, and that Aaron Chia guy was so stern, I almost cried ok, but I passed with super shaky legs, after kneeling for his long lecture on the 5 cycles of compressions...
Anyways, I watched Jesee McCartney's new video, "Right where you want me". He looks damn hot okay!!!! Bet Crystal's drooling! haha! He dyed his hair black/brown and he looks SUPER HOT, exept they git the ugly woman from the diamond commercial to be in hos video, but you could watch it, you'll never stop. This si my 43rd time and counting..haha!
well,thats abt all, so cya tmr for first aid!

Here's a picture of my future husband! haha! (kidding!)

http://http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LueIFdXHhYA
This is the HOT video!

2006-10-16T06:00:00.000-07:00

Right where you want me.

Ok, I'm going get kicked out off hmt class...Just passed my chinese, so ya, could be my last hmt exam...
got math also, got ok, I think, although a million other ppl got a hell lot higher than me):
Ok, i shall not think about the super low marks I got.
The stupid haze canceled the inter house games, I was damn pissed lah.
ended up doing nyaa booklet and stuff. Then checked papers, went for ushering duty.
Oh, then this fugly china teacher came in to go through our papers. I cannot the fucking sight of her lah, scold me just cos I probably look, well, at least sound better than she does. She's a fucking bitch, I cant stand her, faggot.
Oh, Mika, don't worry, you did well and yes, I hate her too, she's another fucking assshole, hypocrite, try to ACT nice only, fucking faggot.
Then went to IJ TP for meeting with the SJC girls...
now, home.

Take me on a journey.
I'm sorry,
I still am.

2006-10-12T02:30:00.000-07:00

sweet sacrifice.

YES! IT'S OVER!!! IT'S FINALLY OVER!!!!!! NO MORE EXAMS TILL NEXT YEAR!!!!
but I know I'm going to start crying tmr, mrs lee said I didnt do as well as usual for my compre, oh well, I cant do anything about it now,
DNT was okay, Science was ok too,
went town with Mika (girlfriend) and Yixin(jealous). They are damn fun okay...Met EXCO on board the bus. Met them all over town..haha! Ate foodcourt with yixin...bitched about ____, ate bearpapa's cream puffs! It's damn nice lah..(:
Then went stoning around town..met KG, and her gang and Crystal and her gang, ya..
became really tired..so Mika and yixin went home together..
Took the bus home, was super tired so I fell asleep. Then sat next to this fat asshole.
The bus ride was very bumpy cos there were alot of turns and stuff, and I was sitting next to this damn fat woman who was sleeping. So, OBVIOUSLY, I would like SWAY here and SWAY there...so occassionaly I accidently hit her (DAMN LIGHTLY), then I woke her up also...(such a light sleeper!)
but anyway, then we got off at the same bus, she brought along 2 other fat kids. She's this obiang fat chinese woman, who's chinese educated, so she spoke in this auntie way in chinese. She said thid right in front of me okay. she told her kids " you xie ren arh, sui jiao ye bu ke yi sui hao hao, dong lai dong qu, nong dao ren jia"
which means " some people arh, sleep also cannot properly, move here move there, make until other people." (with added singlish to the probability of her OBIANGness)
Then her fat daughter was like "sui?"
then she turned around and saw me, then she said in her sh lianess"ORH..."
I was like damn pissed lah. then when I boarded another bus, it stoped next to them, walking, then turned at stared at them like the "want to fight arh! " look.
so ya, my day of celebration,
cya!

2006-10-10T23:50:00.000-07:00

Now I will tell you what I've done for you
Fifty thousand tears I've cried
Screaming, deceiving and bleeding for you.
And you still won't hear me.

The past few days have been terrible. Lit paper- the unseen was super tough, took me 15 min to realise that the soldiers returning back are dead.
Maths- Paper one was fine, paper was damn tough.
Crystal, you gave me a huge scare you know!
Geog- was okay i guess, for 42 topics, it was ok.

Last 2 papers tmr, then I can concentrate on____. I told Ms Goh, I'd do anything.
Well, gotta go study...
cya.

2006-10-07T03:57:00.000-07:00

Couldn't take the blame,
sick with shame.
Must be exhuasting to lose your own game.

Went tuition today, nothing much. Crystal, thanks for helping.

How could I?
You were never mine.

I'm sorry.

2006-10-06T07:11:00.000-07:00

you have no idea, how painful it is.

chinese papaer today..Paper one was okay i guess, fell asleep during papaer, as usual. It's this exam sydrome thing..haha! hen caught Kailyn for the SECOND TIME, KAILYN! you have no idea how scared I was lah! Dont do that again! you scared me!!!
then went home, tuition, nothing much.

Cos I wrote your name across my hand;

Great job Hong Shen! as expected(:

2006-10-04T02:01:00.000-07:00

I'll do anything, I swear, everything.

Morning run. Ms Sim didnt come. Bet you just couldnt show your face to me after what you've done. PE WAS SUPERFUN! we had our test, underarm and over head surf. It was super fun okay, Mika looks so cute trying to smack the ball. I bet I flopped the test, but who cares?
Lit was slack. NYAA, was fun too, we played catain's ball...
Got back our oral marks,I did ok I guess.
Mrs lee didnt come for science, so we slacked for the 2 periods.
That's all.

Mrs Lee,
thank you so much.
I know I can't change these things anymore,
but please give me one last chance,
I do anything, I swear on my life.
I know you look at me differently now.
Just like everyone does.
I'm no longer your good student anymore I guess.
I'm sorry.
I'm sorry.

2006-10-02T05:47:00.000-07:00

I'm sorry Mrs Lee, I'm sorry that you heard it from someone else.
I'm sorry.

Tired. Went to Marina Square yesterday to get something. Hope you liked it KG.
Nothing today. Lit was okay. PW was quite boring. Dance was the last lesson, so we slacked.

Eng double period.

"why was I the last one to know?"
"I had to hear it from the teachers,"
"It made me question all that you've done"
"I believe you did all those things because you are a wonderful and helpful person"

"whatever you did, YOU made it a joke. YOU allowed this to happen."
"YOU didnt stop them from joking. YOU didnt didnt deny it either."

"You made her really uncomfortable and made yourself uncomfortable."
"She respected you alot as a person."

"Now, you've lost a great friend."
"She doesnt even dare to be near you anymore."
"I believe she doesnt even talk to you anymore?"

"you're a councillor."
"I was so keen on asking you to help out for graduation night, but all these have made me doubt"
"I know this is not as terrible as others say as it is because I know that is you. I know you from other things."

"But because I know you're a mature and good person, I put your name in."
"Please come to me if you have any problems. Dont let this continue."

"You know she's going to leave, and I know you're going to forget about her soon."

I'm sorry. I'm really sorry.

2006-09-28T00:56:00.000-07:00

ok, i get the joke. but you come telling me how you didnt say anything and it's other people's fault. I can't stand you, bitch.

English papaer today! Okay, I screwed the papers. The past few days have been fun! Monday, nothing much..Tuesaday! Went for Forbidden city! OMG! ASHLEY'S SO NICE! she switched tix with me just to sit with her friend and didnt mind that mine was a restricted view ticket! I wanted to pay her back, but she didnt want..so nice right???
Yesterday...nothing much I guess..
Oh, I got my IJYM photo!
I

hate you stupid ass, vain bitch. Try to be nice to you and you shoo me off like that.
I cant stand you either, hypocrite, racist. I cant stand the fucking sight of you.

2006-09-23T05:16:00.000-07:00

I guess that's what you think of me, hypocrite.
The following is x-rated, so for those who cant take it, move your cursor to the top right hand of this window(:

Went to tuition today...then went to Bugis to meet dad...mom and I went to the massage parlour for a foot massage. But then she insisted on a BODY massage,so I thought: ok, those chairs that u have to sit on aint so bad, afterall. You just sit there and do nothing...
so when I went into the room, the massager( female, thank god!) was like "ba yi fu tuo sia lai" (take off your shirt). I was OH MY GOODNESS.
SHE WANTS ME TO TAKE OFF MY CLOTHES???? so, I thought abt it: aya nvm..anyway, i'll be lying face flat..so, I did. Then, she said "ni zhe ge ye yao na chu lai" (you have to take THAT off too). I was so shocked.
So, I said I didnt mind if that one got oily with massage oil..and when I came out, i was sooo oily and sticky..but it was quite nice( I MEANT THE MASSAGE!) ya..
haha! it was sure funny, cos you can hear the guy in the nest door screaming his head off when the massager pressed too hard and my mom on the other side complaining about the slow service and not having any tea to drink after the massage! haha!
ya..thats abt all and oh, I'm going to St. Teresa's chuch for funfair tmr! haha! yayy!! hint hint*
bye all!

2006-09-21T06:01:00.000-07:00

A thank you, a happy belated birthday, my most treasured present.

Happy birthday COLLETE! Happy Belated birthday PEARL!

Gave all my roses away...one to collete cos it's her b'day, one to kg because she was upset that the red one was almost dead, and one to adeline cos she said she wanted one...oh, and 16 to Pearl for her sweet sixteen...hope ya'll like it!
Today was okay..got our class/cca photos! OMG, i'm going to get __ class photo! Thanks to some trusted source! yayy! the council photo is very nice (DUH), class photo looks okay (I THINK), you cant blame me..we took that photo on the 1st day I came to school with short hair! haha!
I put the council photo as my screen saver, wallpaper, msn pic! it's sooo nice! (:
haha! I stand corrected, this year's birthday is the best! (:

Here's the council photo! FUNSHOT! OMG!!!! SO NICE!!! (especially the front part...Ms Sim looks cute too! :D)

2006-09-18T05:59:00.000-07:00

thanks for not remembering (or even knowing). to think i couldnt wait for your's to come.

well, what can I say? today was fantastic? the best day of my 14 years of living? right. was damn emo in the morning. she pissed me off. again. stupid bitch. Thanks sooooo much to the people who remembered...and the presents! thanks soo much! I LOVE YOU ALL!
didnt do much today... got attached to 5 council trainees...the sec ones are damn cute okay..i think council's gonna be fun! had oral com..finally last lesson! IJYM was fun..we did our car wash...was soo fun! got soaking wet and tired, so i cabbed home with caterina...
well, there's THE BEST DAY OF MY LIFE.
hope you enjoyed it.
ha.
20th.my candles, my wish, her happiness.

2006-09-12T06:19:00.000-07:00

Tired.
I had to do posters, flyers for the car wash IJYM's gonna have next Mon and Thurs. Mrs Lok just told me Mrs Kong wants me to present on Patron's day. Damnit. I'm not some "school-celebrations-day presentor". I dont mind but, I have come up with all the ideas and ppt...
Okay, today was alright. Slept during geog, she was going on and on abt how we should be panicking for our streaming...then chinese, for the first time, I actually listened in class and TRIED to be interested. Science was alright...
Math. Crystal stole my seat, next to Ron. Darn you. I was so pissed off. You idiot. HAHAHA! just joking...I'm not so childish..ya, then DNT, got scolded by Mrs Ho, stupid Liuqing and Xindi got me into trouble. I'm not gonna help them forever. Then helped Kg do some filing and buffing...then Mrs Ho held my entire row back...OMG, kg is sooo nice! she kept on telling Mrs Ho that I didnt talk..I LOVE YOU! <3 then I told Mrs Ho I got some thing URGENT at MOE and I had to go. She took the bait and let me off...
Then cabbed with Evelyn to Bouna Vista, MOE Building for the filming. It's for some lesson for sec1 and 2 N(T) students. Took 2hrs to shoot my scene. Had to repeat everything over and over again in diff angles and close ups...Evelyn took only 15mins..guess she acts better! haha! then went home...just finished the posters and forms for the car wash...
cya tmr! (:

you didnt come today,
wasnt the same.

2006-09-06T18:39:00.000-07:00

Stupid medicine. stupid diet. stupid sickness.
Okay, I'm not feeling very well. Forgot there was tuition yesterday..so ran there. Went to pat's house to do PW..her grandma did most of the work..pat as usual, side tracked, lost focus and did not do much..i worked with her super cool grandma( who can do everything)...
was feeling very sick when i went back. tummyache at night...
woke up this morning...it's like 10am..and I have tuition later so cya!

One more term. A couple more months. And that's it. The worse part is, I can't do anything.

Shouldn't have even talked to you. Should have just left that day.I should have just ignored your call. I shouldnt have stayed to do duty. Shouldn't have followed you. Shouldn't have irritated you. Shouldn't have made it obvious.
Things shouldn't have turned out this way.
I can't stand myself.
kill me,
ouy rof gniyd mi

2006-09-05T03:09:00.000-07:00

Oral sucked. I screwed it.
Okay, today I was a dead corpse. I had super high fever last night. Kept on shivering. Only got 1 hr of sleep. kept on going to the toilet. Puked in the morning, just 5 min before orals. Went to the doctor's. He says I got some styro infection or something like that. It's like viral infection of the stomach and intestines...gave me 5 different type of pills.
Suffered 2hrs in tiong...was too sick, couldnt even walk. Took neoprint with Mika, Yixin, Farah, Eveyln. Suffered another 1 and half hr of math remedial...stayed back with Pat, liuqing, vic and abigail..didnt really get much done. DUH. abigail and vic wouldnt stop talking...
then waited super long for dad to fetch me then after waiting he called to tell me he couldnt fetch me.so I suffered another 1hr back home...
saw mrs lee today! she looks okay, i hope.
ya, im going to pats house tmr to finish up PW...
bye, im going to suffer some more..cya!

I know you're here.
Appear offline everytime I'm online.
who are you trying to fool?
ha.

2006-08-31T07:04:00.000-07:00

Teacher's Day celebration SUCKED. What's TEACHER'S DAY when there is no TEACHER? Mrs Lee didnt come today. damnit. Miss Shivani came over! at least no so pathetic...Screwed up the performance. Mikes weren't on, forgot my lines, song didnt come on, embarassed myself in front of the ENTIRE school.
Then rushed to SAPS with Collete..Laurentia refused to come..stupid reason. Met prilala..omg she's changed alot! Trish, collete and sherryn were supposed to go town but then sherryn didnt want to go..so she followed me and Brandon, Elijah, Eileen, Elvin, Jiao Hui, Liang Xun, Leon,Xena, Sean (and his friend) to westmall...
OMG, i tell you that en qi and chun ting and pei xin( cant rmbr the names, but tis sth like that), they are really cute! Brandon told me his brother's SECRET! haha!
Went to westamall, was on diet and didnt have cash, so all i had for lunch was a cup of papaya milkshake...Oh! I forgot, SHERRYN and PRILALA! CONGRATS FOR GETTING INTO NJC! cla clap...soooo smart right? haha!
Jiao hui and his other friends are freaking irritating!!! they took my phone and kept it...whatever...Elijah's sister, Isabella is SOO CUTE!! She's my LAO PO (wife)! haha! Sean Koh's gone really quiet...total opposite from what he was like in primary 4! haha!
homed, tuitioned, blogged.
Well, tmr no schl! yayy! im gonna sleep till the afternoon! haha! hols are here, but still gotta do alot of things like PW..LIUQING! THE STYROFOAM BAORD THING IS YOUR PROBLEM!
well, im gonna sleep now! cya!
I <3> happy teachers' day 2006
and to you too, Mrs Lee.(:

2006-08-30T05:13:00.000-07:00

Teacher's Day Celebrations tmr!
I was soo pissed off with dad just now..he forgot to order the FISHBALLS for the breakfast tmr! I was screaming in the car" WHERE THE FREAKING HELL AM I GOING TO GET 120 FISHBALLS IN ONE NIGHT?!" haha! then he started blaming me for not reminding..then we went to shop n save and bought all the packets of fishballs...the lady thought we were crazy when we just emptied the entire fishball shelf..haha! so the fishball thing's fine now...sorry dad for being to frustrated just now, but it was YOUR fault afterall...
rehearsed for the council skit for teachers day..im the stupid teacher, but i'll just do my best, anyway, crystal and adeline will have to face the same music with me! haha!
spent the entire PE lesson carrying tables...when the class carried the huge one, it was soo FUNNY! they looked so tired and were carrying the table like a coffin! haha! i kept on laughing and laughing! ms quek complained that i was not doing anything, then i said she wasnt either, then she was like" im COORDINATING your class" and all she did was to stand next to the girls carrying the table and laugh at them! haha!
science was quite fun today..the first period of science, i told mrs lee i was definately going to sleep during class, she was like "grace, wait a while arh! hang in there!" haha! so cute! then secong period, did practical...
I was dumb enough to put the test tube that was so freaking hot into the water, and then the bottom cracked..at first, i thought the crack was small, so i didnt plan to tell mrs lee..then I washed it and put the running hose and filled the tube with water, then it was so full that the bottom poped out! ( in other words, it exploded from the crack and broke)..ya, so paid $0.30 for it...OH MAN!
haha! well, im going back to SAPS tmr with Collete, Im gonna persuade Laurentia to come!
Mr Francis and Miss Shivani are joining us for the breakfast thing... Mrs Lee most probably wont be there..but we'll still miss her and give her presents...WE LOVE YOU MRS LEE!<3
2B! remember to get her presents and pray for her recovery!
thats abt all...cya tmr!

saw you at the foyer,
didnt think you bothered.

I lay my life down at your feet,
Cos you're the only one i need.
I turn to you and you're always there.

In troubled times it's you I seek,
I put you first thats all I need.

2006-08-29T03:11:00.000-07:00

In troubled times it's you I seek,
I put you first, thats all i need.

Today was boring...stood for almost 3 periods for DNT...Mrs Ho didnt allow us to sit at the work place...Oh, learnt the teachers' day performance at council meeting today...Im gonna be the stupid teacher. damnit. Crystal and Adeline are the leads!! haha! they'll look so cute up there! im going to have to humiliate AGAIN. I'm always given the you'll-look-stupid type of roles, and those that make you look AUNTIE. This time its in front of the ENTIRE SCHOOL. darn.
but i shall do this for the teachers...ya.
was busy making ice for thursday's breakfast thingy for teachers day...
Liuqing(bung), you seriously gotta stop that whole 'butch' and 'bung' thing!haha!okay, im supposed to be pissed off. haha!
Lunched with Laurentia and Zita...homed.
well...thats abt all...cya tmr!
Crystal, what happened to your blog?

Who compares to you?
Who set the stars in their place?
You who calmed the raging sea,
That came crashing over me.

Mrs A. Lee, don't worry, we're right here beside you. <3

2006-08-28T03:56:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CATERINA!!!
Back from church camp! My camp instructor Zu En aka. mountain is sooo cute! haha! was like any other camp, except with super cool people! haha!
Today was alright..got back all our marks, did terribly, Ronnica, Victoria, Yi Xin and others did very well! WELL DONE! YAYY!
haha! im now prepared to lose my first position in class, im happy for them! (: Kailyn told me something that really pissed me off. Im not compettitive. WTH. Makes me sound as though i care only abt my marks and nothing else..im not like that okay...
Was sooo tired today...fell asleep during oral com...after camp ysterday went to the beach...
ya, ym..celebrated Caterina's birthday..ate pizza! yayy!
haha..was okay today i guess, ignored me again...
well gotta go do cme hmk! cya! (:

I'll sing to you Lord,
a hymn of love
For your faithfulness to me.
I'm carried in everlasting arms.
You'll never let me go
through it all.
For Mrs A.Lee.

2006-08-25T04:01:00.000-07:00

Hugged everyone but me.

Freaking humiliated myself for lit on stage. Im never going to act ever! Lost to 2P. Whatever. Dont wanna talk about it. and no, im not gonna bitch abt 966something devil something, even if he's a big, gay, fugly, POREy, HOLEy and PIMPLEly f*cking monster.
Farewell for sec4 councillors today..WAHH!!!!!!! Provided the party with my BALLS. haha! well..guess it was quite fun! Of course, ignored me, didnt hug me, didnt give a fucking damn abt me. All she could do was scream her fucking head off at me every fucking time she spoke. Said she loved some people. Fuckit. I hate the way she treats me...oh, and Jaey!!!! she's damn nice okay!!! she made my phone so precious!! you rock!! Oh, I called Shu Wen Toxic! haha! Despite all the fucking things that happed abt her, i shall still remain happy.
Oh, all who are reading this..listen to this very, super, ultra important announcement..ahem,
Liuqing is bung(if thats how u spell that freaking word)!!!!!!!!!
haha! she kept on disturbing me! you're idiotic liuqing...
Khoon Khoon! Omg..she damn cute lah! Of course not as cute as.
Bestie hugged me 7 times today! OMG, laurentiayonglujia, I LOVE YOU!!!!
I LOVE ALL SEC 4 COUNCILLORS!!!
ok, getting emo..haha! going for unseen debates tmr...then church youth camp..so, ya...

Oh, great job 2bee for lit on stage although we screwed it real bad!

Antisocial.
Unfriendly.
Mean.
I dont kow why.

2006-08-19T03:35:00.000-07:00

**** the school.
One hair cut, a million comments, out of which 999 999 were negative ones.
Okay, I get it, the hair is screwed, but what can i do abt it now? get extentions? **** you people.

AHHH!!!!! I thought everyone could just live with the hairstyle, but they just HAD to say sth abt it. I'm not going to school on Monday. In fact, I'm not going back till my hair grows back. you people make me hate my hair. " why did you cut your hair?", "OMG, you look like____!!!", "you know you shouldnt have cut your hair.", "You look weird.", " I think you look so much better with long hair, you look funny." Damnit. Okay, went for flag selling today, freaking tired...i dont need to say anything more abt the hair and people's reaction to it.
Thats all. nothing much today...have loads of hmk...
And that was just 5% of the school. What the hell will the entire school say?
Oh, and Ms Sim told me that the council farewell party is on friday and she wont let me skip HMT. Darn. I'll be missing half of the party. KILL ME.
It just isnt fair. I mean its freaking important to me okay.
AHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WHY ISNT ANYTHING GOOD HAPPENING TO ME??!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
BYE.
I dont want to know what you think,
cos I know it isnt going to be good.

I know she loves someone more than me.

2006-08-18T07:30:00.000-07:00

EXAMS OVER. Mr Choe's leaving us.
Yayy! Exams are over...got geog results back today! im okay with my marks i guess...Chinese lesson, we watched this AH LIAN jap anime thingy abt chess...just to add to the AH LIANESS of the show...I was spending 3/4 of my time trying to figure out what the CHINESE subtitles were saying, then the air con made me wanna sleep...KG says she suddenly has a "different perspective of life and wants to live her life to the fullest". haha!then she told me she wanna go Paris, Japan, Korea, Hawaii, blah blah..must bring me along arh!
then had eng class...spent the entire period doing nothing...fell asleep during assembly...
had hmt after that...was un-understandable, as usual. Then Liuqing pissed me off, REAL BAD.
Went for TLL, then got some really bad news. Mr Choe's leaving us...he says he doesnt have time to teach us cos he's too busy with other matters...when he told that, i was tearing away..then i couldnt take it i started crying...I really upset okay, Mr Choe is like my no. 1 teacher and he's been teaching me for 4 years...
Then after cying, I was so upset, I decided to cut my hair and didnt care if it were nice or not.
So I did. It's SUPER short. I told the stylist not so short then she chopped it off, anyway all my life, all the hair cuts i got was always sth i didnt like, so ya, no suprise.
Gotta go red cross flag day 2moro! cya!

2006-08-16T05:23:00.000-07:00

EXAM WEEK. thats why didnt blog...
I think im gonna fail English, math and dnt. And without a doubt even when i havent take the exam yet, im gonna fail chinese.
Today's PE rocked! Played captain's ball! haha! mt team wasvery funny..like bouncing around in the court... kg was super pro okay...we watched her team play and she can throw the ball once and the ZOOM she's on the other side of the court catching the ball and throwing it. I suck at these kinda games, captian's ball, netball, what the hell, they are all the same. I let blah down. Its only 8pm and im done studying! yayy! eh, its a big acheivement okay..Im a last minute person...I think Liuqing got her tama back. Im cant torture her anymore, damn.
haha! anyways school sucks, mornings arent just the same anymore.
As long as she's happy with her marks, i'll be too! (:
well, gotta go, happy studying!

Some one asked me if I thought of her all the time.
You can draw the line between infactuation, love and obsession.
My answer?
Yes.

2006-08-11T07:53:00.000-07:00

Today sucked. 3 people told me 10 or more times that I was irritating...AS USUAL,guess who. haha! Really SORRY crystal!!!
Morning was sad.
Anyways..Liuqing's tamagochi got confiscated by teacher..Liuqing..dont be worried, the worst thing that cld happen is it get bitten and chewed up real bad byMrs Lee's son! haha! aya...just press the reset button loh..haha!
I just found out that math exam is on Mon...im so dead. i havent studied..oh never mind, I'll let some one else take the first position in class..im freaking tired of studying!
I cant do anything now. I lost all hope for myself. guess why, ha.
I suddenly miss my SLC friends...
Gonna stay up late tonight. gues why, ha.
Bye people! Mug hard for CAs! LOVE YA!
CRYSTAL, IM SO SORRY! <3

Told her you knew huh.
Well, i dont care.
Dont think you do either.

2006-08-07T05:22:00.000-07:00

Today is officially the SUPER DUPER HECTIC RUNNING DAY! haha! today..I was so tensed up...Didnt do much for class...oh ya!class debates...okay.i admit it..I sucked...I didnt have anything thing to say..gave all my points to the rest...but ya, overall, Ronnica, Kailyn and Evelyn, YOU GUYS DID A GREAT JOB! clap clap!!! haha! wanna bet Kailyn's gonna brag abt the "cranberry" thingy and how ppl clapped for her onher blog? haha! go see lah! I suck at debates, it's not my thing, if it's not hers.
haha! okay...aft school had oral com...very boring...Crystal, who as usual didnt want tme to sit next to her, or even an aisle away from her. she says I'm IRRITATING.
well, it's definately not my problem since i completely ignore during class...dont know what's her problem...I think she just cant face up to the fact that im not caring or bothering abt her...haha!
Ya, then went for ND celebration rehersal..missed handing over ceremony rehersal..damnit. but the celebration rehersal was fun too..thats when the running began..had to return a pair of specs to geberal office, then lost my phone..ran back to check, wasnt there, actually was with Gwen and Pearl, who were playing and doodling with it..dont know what they did, didnt want to show me...gggrhhh! ya, then went through the rehersal twice..the choir very poor thing..always scolded by ahem. even the other teachers were laughing...
Kailyn cried because she forgot to bring something...but all's well! I'm like the last to present...Ms Vino wants to "save the best for the last", which means I cant sit with the councillors during the programme...WAHH!!!!!!
Well, today was quite fun..oh and Liuqing is very funny, she bought tamagochi and I fed it, then it got fat and she got pissed! haha! sorry liuqing! (:
yeah...tomorow's the real thing...let's face it, the sec 4s are stepping down.
and there's nothing we can do abt it.
None of them deserve to take over her. It's just not fair.
I gotta practice for tommorrow...so cya!

Thanks for these wonderful months.
You made me believe that there's nothing in this world I can't be.

2006-08-05T06:00:00.000-07:00

Just came back from art class...
Very boring day. Tuition, art class, home.
I'm very tired...slept at 11 plus, then the previous night at 1230am...
Kailyn knows why...haha! fell asleep everywhere I went...
See how I'm willing to sacrifice my precious sleep for.
I've been really lethargic lately because.
Anyways...gotta do research for the debate thingy..damnit i got 2 debates on Monday...

If there's somebody calling me on,
she's the one.

2006-08-04T06:03:00.000-07:00

Didnt blog for so long...was really busy these few days...had to complete NDP ppt last night...was on the com for 7 hrs, slept at 1am..couldnt wake up this morning...cant really remember what we did for class...math test sucked, I'll fail, again. Oh! Chinese was fun! We had this debated thing...Kailyn, Yap Wen and I went up to speak..we were all laughing away but our opponent, the 2A girls sooo serious, like real debates like that...haha! Kailyn is really funny... Oh, thks for the salty apples (and the tummy ache), Kailyn! haha! then there was NE forum...didnt go cos i had NDP rehersal... Ms Vino said I did a great job on the ppt!1149 said it was VERY CUTE (Jolyn, jealous or not? :p)
Helped Ms Sim watch the reception outside the audi so I could eat some...haha!
haha! then had handing over ceremony...so sad right? They didnt announce the results today...Ms Sim said that there were some PROBLEMS...YAY! I mean, aww..too bad...she said that no matter how long the results dragged, it will still END. so sad!!!!
Ya, rehearsed...the MCs kept on saying Esther handing down to Grace...It's me handing down to Esther! haha...
Oh, and Mika told me something abt this sec 1...seriously irritating..I dont even know her lor..SIAO!
anyways...I guess it's coming to an end huh..well, cant change fate right? haha! well cya!

2006-07-29T06:38:00.000-07:00

Sitting in front of the com, reading other people's blog. Almost all of them are going on and on about how their friends "ROCK" and how much they "LOVE" them. About how they make them smile, happy, laugh. Put their lovely faces there. What the hell.
That's just another way to CLASSIFY your friends, the ones you like and the ones you dont, hypocrite.

Well, anyways, today was okay, nothing much. Just tuition, art class and home. Have to study for geog test. Oh man, dont feel like talking. The after effects of ignoring the ones you love.

Because you live girl,
my world has twice as many stars in the sky.

2006-07-28T07:28:00.000-07:00

Today was SUPER DUPER SLACK. I didnt even go for lessons. except for english and assembly...went to St Anthony's and De La Selle Primary to promote STC...was really exciting...Collete and I sat on Mrs Agatha Tan's car with Mrs Woo( I think? as in the vp) ya, Laurentia and Bai Le sat in Mr Francis's car...Went to DLS first...its sooo big okay..ya, presented Bai Le was the only one who talked to the P6s cos she's the only one from DLS. Then went to SAPS!!!
OMG, Colette and I were so freaking excited lah...we couldnt remember all the teachers' names..haha! All 3 of us presented... Mr Francis says that his friend who teaches inSAPS thinks the school food sucks...whatever, it's nice okay...haha!
Then went back in Mrs Tan's car, I was soooo sleepy, I couldnt keep my eyes open...Told Collete that was going to sleep, then I slept, a few mins later, she also fell asleep..haha! We kept on banging our heads against the car window! haha!
Then ate recess with 3 of them...
Eng and assembly...Some silly "Floating Geometry" thing...Then HMT..Go tuition, and now, I'm home!
aya..have to study for geog test..I'm freaking scared lah..I totally forgot how to read maps and stuff...well, good luck guys! I'm off to study! (well, after I'm done with the com)

If you really love someone,
You will do anything to make her happy.
Even if it hurts so bad
and she still doesnt care.

2006-07-25T05:22:00.000-07:00

Today was okay I guess. Me and my successful attempts to ignore her today.haha!
Liuqing and I were high during HMT today, she is damn funny okay. We kept on talking abt unrelated things...actually, come to think of it, it isnt really that funny, but I guess because I was trying so hard to ignore her that I went crazy.
Ya, then science, ignored her when she walked past, although Crystal siad I was looking, I wasnt lor, not that I can remember. had math test, I just know I'm gonna flunk that test. I dont even think I got any question right. Then passed by her math class, she was looking out, I jus took a weeny glance, and walked off.
Okay, I admit, I was a little pissed off because of Sat's incident, but I understand.(:
DNT was okay I guess, spent 3 entire periods slacking. No drawing! yayy!
Then went to IJ TP for combine session. They are damn fun lah. They still remember me from last year...so sweet right? haha!
Well, gotta go study for science test tmoro...cya!

All the girls stepping out for a public affair.
All night, that's right cos the party don't stop.

2006-07-23T21:54:00.000-07:00

Darn. I actually finished typing when there was a blackout. So ya, I have to re type again.

UNBELIEVABLE.
That's what these few days have been. Very emotional days, on duty for musical. Actually I was just helping out. Ya, watched the musical on Friday and Laurentia did a great job!!! Helped out abit. Was about to go home when Pearl called and asked me to stay with her for duty. So I did. Skipped tuition! yay! Ate dinner with Crystal, Chue, Nerrisa and Pearl at Long John's. Then did duty, helped sell the stuff. Was really excited and Ms Sim was like " Grace, is there SOMETHING you need to tell us? Do you need to talk to me or Mdm Mas?" in front of Mr Lau, Mr Chandran and Pearl. She kept on giving me that suspicious look.
Then found out that I wanted to do duty for gala night. Ms Sim told me that I could go if I managed to get 1 bazer when she jolly well knew that all the blazers were taken by her. So, ya for the entire night and morning I was calling, smsing, calling, smsing for blazers. Finally on Sat, when I was in Innova JC for the Racial Harmony Anchor thing, Tessa told me she had one. I was sooo happy. Until Ms Sim said that unless I found 2 blazers, I couldnt go. I was so freaking angry okay. So thanks to alot of help from the councillors, I got Mocha's number and wemet in schl to get the blazers. Ms Sim was so suprised and said I was CAPABLE. HAHA!!!
Ya, then was another emotional day, Gwen cried, ya. I think everyone was tired and got really frustrated. Pearl got really frustrated and used THE WORD on me. Everyone needed a chill pill. Ya, as usual Crystal ignored me. And fine lah. I didnt make you happy.
In all, I think it was really fun. Except for some parts. Especially the frustration. Gotta go do my DNT prototype now, so ya, cya!

I know you were tired that night.
But you didnt have to use those words at me.
Like ignoring me wasnt bad enough.

2006-07-20T05:59:00.000-07:00

I don't know what's wrong with you.
Is it a crime to TRY to be NICE?
OH, sorry, I FORGOT,
YOU DON'T CARE.
Everyday when I come to school, I look forward to seeing my friends, to see you. And you just shake me off like that.
I'm getting really tired of trying to even be FRIENDS with you. Don't tell me all that crap about how I'm your friend and you don't hate me.
When I'm sad, and YOU are the only one who knows whats going on, you just say a few lines and walk off. SOME FRIEND.
OH, sorry, I FORGOT,
YOU DON'T CARE.
I always see you so nice with other people, as if you've known them all your life, you smile, joke, hug, laugh.
And with me, all you try to do is to get me AWAY from you, because you find me irritating.
I'm just so tired.
When you were having a fever and you didnt realise, you only could remember your FRIENDS who helped you. Anyone but me. I didnt help? I expected it from a FRIEND like you. All you can remember are people who you think are not irritating and dislikable, like me. THANKS, ALOT.
I'm always so upset because of you, MY FRIEND.
I've a friend who always thinks about getting back at me just because I joked with her during chinese class.And when she was crying yesterday, I was the one conforting her.
I've a friend who for no reason gets so impatient when she talks to me. And thnks I'm attention seeking.
Another one who just cares about herself and her studies.
I've one who only cares about taking photos when I'm sad.
And the rest,
they just fucking don't care.
And you.
I dont want to say this. Every time you treat me like a pile of shit, I always tell myself that that's your character. Well, SO IT IS.
Is everyone trying to teach me to hate them? well, you've almost suceeded.
I've always looked up to you as the most likable person in the class, cos everyone loves you,
NOW I KNOW.
get this straight.
I'm too tired to try anymore.

shut up. go away. because that was what you told me.

2006-07-18T03:52:00.000-07:00

Heya! Didnt blog for days..was too pissed off cos Rachel Chue kept on saying I stupid..WAHHH!!!! Nothing much these few days but the mornings were GREAT and so where some periods of Science and stuff, ya. I shall tell you about today...
I was busy studying for geog test...then saw Kg and her FRIEND talking, WHATEVER.
Then went over to the councillor table...As usual Crystal ignored me, which terribly broke my heart, You know what> I dont even know why she treats me like that. I know I get really irritating sometimes, but I'm not that bad what...but still she treats me like shit. Crystal, I'm not joking okay, you're always like that, you know my day would be perfect if you just treated me NICE for once( and of course if she talks to me)? Without ignoring me, or asking me to GO AWAY, or asking me to SHUT UP, or just pushing me aside evrytime I try to talk to you.
Okay, I feel so upset now, that I dont feel like blogging.
Anyways, today was okay. I slept during geog test...so i expect to fail it..
then had chinese...nothing much for the rest of the classes, exeot for DNT!
I tell you, Kailyn rocks okay! She's soo funny, well ta least she keeps me awake! Today's lesson is the first I didnt fall asleep in class...haha..
Ya, then had to run errend for Mrs Lee..
I was supposed to bring that 4kg worth of coins in the teddybanks to Mt. Alvernia Hospital to return it...Took a train to Novena, then took 131 Asked the driver if it went there, then he say MOST PROBABLY. I ENDED UP IN BALESTIER. Then walked all the way back to Novena and took 54. Asked the driver again, he say yes. But I didnt know it would stop at the BACK GATE of the hospital..so, I miseed the stop and ENDED UP IN BISHAN.
Walked all the way back to the main road facing the long highway to PIE. Finally, got a bus who had a smart bus driver in it and who understood english. Then dropped off at the hospital and climbed all the way up the hill to reach the hospice..Returned the teddybanks and cakked dad.
He didnt know where the hospitak was. For goodness sake, I WAS BORN THERE.
So, took 852 all the way back to Bt Batok...
Now I'm home!!! Gotta go council duty tomoro and wear whites..darn, she aint going.
Well tata!

2006-07-15T04:42:00.000-07:00

OKay, ya, you all know what's this all abt and stuff, ya, I think this poll will be like infinity..but I'll keep it going..until no one cares anymore..ya.(:

Here are the results so far at 6.45pm, 18th July Tuesday:

Best dressed: (You are the best looking, you've got stlye! The rest is self-explainatory...)

Gail 1
Victoria 1
Wenna 3
Maureen 1
Vanessa 1
Rahmuna 2

Cutest Award: (You are the most adorable! Everyone loves you, LOADS!)

Crystal 3
Ronnica 2
Patricia 1

Most Formally Dressed: (You are always dressed for the right occasion! Especially this one!)

Vanessa 2
Rachel Chan 3

Most Informally dressed: (You are dressed to go anywhere, town, party and even an OPERA!)

Olivia 2
Mika 2
Suganya 1

Most Being-yourself award:(You are yourself, wherever you go and won't let any occasion change your style!)

Kailyn 3
Liuqing 1
Xindi 1

Most put-in-effort Award: (You've done alot to put your outfit together! Well, at least you look like you did. Great job anyways!)

Shanti 1
Hsueh Ni 3

2006-07-15T04:32:00.000-07:00

Hey ppl! Went for opera yesterday...IT ROCKED...fine, I spent the entire show looking at Crystal, holding Mika's smooth and soft hand and asking Ronnica whats going on...haha...2B! EVERYONE DRESSED WELL LAST NIGHT!!!! ya, im serious okay...that's why I'm having a poll to see who was best dressed or best looking last night!!!! I'll explain later...
Ya,was almost late...last houseat 6pm... there qas a HUGE JAM from PIE to town...Then met with an accident...my dad crashed into the back of a motorbike...My car number plate fell of..thks god the bike and the niker was fine...damn worried lah..
Made me so worried and have that" I'm- gonna- faint" feeling for 5minutes...Ronnica didnt wait for me...Mika gave up...luckily Pat was still there...ya, then saw the class...they looked hot okay...even Pat, although I wasnt used to seeing her dressed up...ya, then went in for the long hours of opera...ya...went home and ate McD's...ya, nothing much today...and Laurentia, my darling, my dear, my everything!(equally as important as Crystal), GET WELL SOON! TAKE CARE! I LOVE YOU!<333333333..
haha..okay.. Now, for the MOST IMPORTANT THING...PLEASE, WHATEVER YOU DO, READ THE NEXT POST!

If only you were there last night,
then it would have been perfect.

2006-07-12T03:45:00.000-07:00

Yello! Didnt blog for days...was too tired...today i feel extremely terrible..so, i want to share my shit...(haha, just joking)... but really, i feel shitty...
Normal classes today...loved the science periods!!!! <3ya, then came LD...It was elections for the new committee...Ya, then I was nominated for Sec2 Vice president, Sec 2 Level Rep and Session Coordinator...and guess what.
I didnt get a freaking thing.
It's not that I want those posts badly or anything but it just goes to show how much people like me. I guess to LD, I'm just a piece of crap. I mean why nominate me if you're not gonna vote for me??? All they just did was to hurt me real bad. Ya, Thinn got the sec 2 vp, Evelina got the level rep and Natalina got the session coordinator.
I mean if you were me, even if you didnt want the posts, you would still feel like the entire CCA doesnt like you or something...you'll just feel damn sucky.
Now, I know how everyone in LD feels abt me...I guess, they just hate me.
And I'm not being sensitive or anything....
Well, ya, so that was my sucky day.

She's liked so much.
Unlike me.

2006-07-07T08:05:00.000-07:00

I'm here again! Today alot of THINGS happened...Ya, the Radin Mas Primary kids came over...ya, then they were on the hardcourt together with the COUNCILLORS when I was jogging during PE...14 rounds okay...ya, then went to the hall for practice, then THINGS happened...ssshh... But whatever it is, today wasnt the same without Crystal! I'm still looking at her..haha! Ya...then had a long lecture during chinese lesson...She thinks im not smart and lazy, whats her problem lah? Just because we're not as smart as her PETS, doent mean we're stupid okay...ya..then lesson, then go tution!
Nothing much..so ya, BYE!

You'll do anything to keep her by your side,
becuase she says she love you, love you, long time.

2006-07-06T02:19:00.000-07:00

Heya! Didnt blog ysterday...was too damn freaking upset...ya, you know why... I forgot what happened ysterday, all I can remember is THAT incident. That's all.But today was okay...but I was soooo sleepy...couldnt sleep last night...was still very upset... Ya
Today...was raining super heavy in the morning...was chaos...but wasnt all that bad..saw ____ alot of times.... then had MT in Cyberspace...than Liu Qing jammed the freaking printer...it wasnt me okay...haha!Liu Qing is really funny! Ya, than had class... couldnt remenber what happened...had science test...kept on yawning...almost fell asleep...I know im ganna fail that test... Ya, then Crystal told me to GO AWAY and KEEP QUIET and some other HURTING phrases...then Rachel Chue asked me to ignore Crystal for a few days, maybe she wont be so pissed off?ya...so I didnt talk for 2 periods..Mika was my voice box... Then I couldnt take it anymore...so I just ignored Crystal...Cant you see? I'm doing this all for YOU!!!!! Ya, Im still working on it...Tomorow she's got nationals...so she's not coming to school... GOOD LUCK!
Oh ya, forgot that I saw Laurentia do her musical thingy yesterday...for the first time in my life, I saw her dance! YAYY! All of ya'll must go support okay? haha!
Well...Im quite happy today...cos at least Crystal cheered me up...I love you!!!!
So ya, I gotta go tuition.... so bye!

When you raised your voice at me yesterday,
I thought it was the end of me.

2006-07-04T05:16:00.000-07:00

Heyo people!!! Yesterday was sooo fun...My SLC peeps and I went to Sentosa!!! Went into the water...ya, exept for poor Xiaowei cos her leg was injured...ya, then played balled in the water.. then saw this ang moh lady who was topless cos she was taning..anyways, we had alot of fun!!!!
Meihui, I still want that chipmonk! Joel, you're fun man!!! Donn, u're quiet, as usual, but still fun! Warren, you rock, and thks for the volleyball! Ereka, sorry if I spelt ur name wrongly...but you're damn nice! Wen Shin, I think I had enough of Korean crap for a day..ahaha!you rock too! Martin! Learn how to swim...haha! Joel can coach you..ahaha! Xiaowei, you take care yah? watch that leg!haha!
Anyways today!!!
Firstly, I would like to tell Jolyn something...I know Pat told you to read my blog and stuff...ignore her...she's just jealous...she STILL thinks Im doing all of this for attention...she's just jealous cos I love Crystal more than her...she's going abit bonkers...
Anyways...today was alright I guess... DNT was fun! exept for the lesson itself...Crystal like ignored me..so I kept on asking everyone what they did to make her happy...ya, so I decided to just keep on staring at her...I still am...haha!
Ya, no LD today..so ya...Patricia, stop being crazy...Ronnica, I still love you! Khoon Geok, Oli, you rock sooo much! Gail, i still dont see her name on ur blog...Mika, MUACK! Maureen, SMILE! Jolyn, ignore Patricia, and you have more PROBLEMS! Kailyn, you're funny! Farah and Yixin, HAPPY!!! And of course, How can I forget? CRYSTAL! You're cuter okay...you rock more then her okay...and I wont keep my eyes off u! haha! joking...
And the rest of my friends which is everyone from 2B,STC and SLC,
ahem.
I LOVE YOU!!!!!!! <3
Okay, I'm feeling abit high now okay...I gotta go..see ya!

I ran out of things to say about you.
You're too brilliant.

2006-07-02T06:28:00.000-07:00

Hey peeps! haha, was too tired to blog yesterday...yesterday was SYF! YAY! It was really fun okay... Crystal doesnt like me no more...WAHH!!!! She asked me to SHUT UP. Now I realise how much she hates me, my heart can never be mended, she broke it so bad...WAHH!!!! haha...After SYF everyone was high..including me okay...ya, then Abigail kissed me, SUPER YUCKS! I mean, I dont mind if it were ____ __ but ya, EEEWWWW.... haha, in the bus, I "kissed" Ronnica sooo much...ahaha! ya, then this bus with some school boys in it, i dont know which school lah, but they asked ask for our number( they wrote on a paper and show us lah), then I dont know which despo in our class copied down their number..then they kena scolding from their teacher...hey, we were just being friendly, we were waving to them, haha...
Anyways, enough abt yesterday..today!
Went for church and cat class...I gave Clarissa Patrick...Happy Belated B'day! CLAP! CLAP! haha!
Anyways, going out tomorow...SENTOSA with my SLC friends...THEY ROCK!!! ya, so bye! LOVE EVERONE...and erm, crystal, u didnt take photo with me..I know you dont like me but....
sigh...I still love everyone...

Even if its your name on a board,
or a name of a building,
I still love you.

2006-06-30T11:35:00.000-07:00

Hey peeps! YAY!!! Today rocked so much! Started with a FANTASTIC morning! Like I always do, ahem. YAY!!! Then for PE lesson we ran 8 rounds round the track, we were supposed to go SLOW, but Crystal, being her ATHELETIC self, she ran so fast...Then Pat got really bad stitches until she cried...oh dear... WELL DONE 2B! You all completed the 8 rounds and still survived! Must keep yourself motivated! Well, if she can do greater things, what's this 8 rounds, right? haha!
Skipped recess to do the council thing, ya, must be COMMITTED, like ahem. Ya, then class and stuff...for assembly, we had to go for the opera story telling...cos we wont be knowing what the singers will be saying in that day anyway, so, we basically paid to listen to a story...ya, went to the toilet with Crystal, then started talking abt some ppl...ya, then suddenly, she appeared!!! As usual, ignored us...):
Anyways, KG! We forgot to switch back our watches! HAHA! Sometimes I wonder who I buy that watch for...me or you! haha! it's okay lah...
Went for HMT lesson aft school...Kailyn is damn funny! aya, everyone is... I LOVE 2B and SCHOOL!
Tomorrow got SYF...just now went for tuition...my friend was really sad...her boyfriend in SJI told her that the band majorette of Bowen Sec schl was hotter than her..hahhaha! well...if you're reading this after 10.30pm, then you bette go to bed now! And that's an order! Tomorrow's a big day! Everyone! Get some sleep! See ya'll tomorrow!
LOVE EVRYONE LOADS!
MUACK!!! (X6) LELELELE!! SLURP!
HUG!
PS: and for goodness sake, Patricia, I don't do things to attract attention.

Love everyone. Be nice. Like her.

2006-06-29T02:47:00.000-07:00

Hey!!! Finally found the time to blog! Been really busy lately, school reopen and stuff...ya. Great start for school! Everyone's really fun! Ya, then alot of GREAT and HAPPY things happened...ahem. Ah yes, SYF! It's on Saturday! Can you believe it, we actually practiced for months for this day! Finally! It's actualy really fun! I love the Bands and ya, the majors are nice too! Love the entire thing! Then dancing with Ronnica, Farah, Yixin and Patricia is damn fun! Anyways...today ROCKS!!!!! I shall tell you why...
Well, I started off with a super WONDERFUL morning...THE BEST EVER OKAY.... ya, then there was DNT...which was as usually boring...Ya, then Kailyn kept on talking and talking and TALKING...trust me, she never stops, but she's funny! Then Mrs Ho was like pulling down her shirt to show us that she was tann! She pulled her shirt and like almost exposed her *****!!!! So funny!!!
Ya, then Crystal rubbed off my SACRED SLEEVE!!!! grrhhh....I didnt want to wash it okay...now I have to..cos Crystal rubbed it off! Ya, then went for the pathetic inter-class dance practice...then was class and stuff..Then there was IT class...where some people where next door and stuff ya... Crystal is damn funny! She hates me though...she made me cry!!! WAHH!!!! Then kg and the rest thought I was really crying...haha!!!! But I still love Crystal! No, not that way...she's still better...haha!
After school, was forced to go with Pat to Tiong..I was sooo tired already lah....ya, saw almost 1/2 the class was at KFC...Now I'm at home...(:
I LOVE 2B AND SCHOOL!!!! haha, well, I'm going! BYE! X)
Muack! (x6) LELELELE...SLURP!
PS: if u have no idea what that was, ask Ronnica and Mika! hahah! see ya!

She's got soul, she's got got class.
She's got style with that bad ass.

2006-06-23T22:43:00.000-07:00

Hello! So long never blog already...was busy sleeping...haha! actually, I think everyone is angry with me. Everybody like very COLD towards me..WAHH!!!! I think it's the school blues...anyway...going back to scool soon...so, I guess no more fun uh...well, see you guys soon!

2006-06-21T02:22:00.000-07:00

Hello! Didnt blog yesterday..was too sleepy after SLC...was damn fun okay...was the second and last day..ya..so sad right?
played the tourist and guide game...the tourist gets blindfolded and has to go through all the stuff and all...I accidentally stepped on the pin( i call it the board nail)...OUCH! haha..wasnt that bad...some other guy stepped on them 5 times...haha...I'm like a total dimwit...I cant even balance myself on one foot okay...ya, they made us look like dufuses and dance and flap around...but it was fun...
then at the end of the day, the facils had a surprise for us...they put up a performance and used candles to make this phrase saying " I <3 SLC" cool right? haha..then sang songs...group hug...and all...ya, Joel and his wife, Meihui went up to say how much SLC rocked..ya...(I'd tell u the story of the couple when I have the enrgy to type..)
we still keep in contact okay...ya, then went home with Esther and Olivia..was so sleepy I kept on dropping my cert onthe floor...so funny....haha...

Well, that was yesterday! I shall tell u about today!

Went for SYF rehersal...For some reason Khoon Geok wanted to wear my watch...haha...ya, then went there...saw the Campus Superstar people... they rehearsed with us...all they had to do was to run to the middle of the field and pretend like they were singing...
ya..was very fun...then Mika took my phone and read my mgs!!!! GGGRRRRHH... haha... Mika, if you say anything...Your dirty little secret is out..haha... and Jolyn, dont be heartbroken okay? we're all in this together, we have the same problem...DUH.. ya, then went back to school..

Waited for dad to fetch me...meanwhile..I was listening ATTENTIVELY to Mika telling Evania and Pat some story about hairy men and stuff..haha...Pat was damn pissed off with me lah...I kept on interupting...haha...sorry! Then went to Bras Prasah to see the Chinese Proverbs Whizkid preliminary rounds...ya, my dad and uncle are the producers...so I went there..so many parents thought that their kids were smart...There was even Rgps girls...haha...All the kan cheong motheres were like swarming to me and my dad, asking silly questions if their childrenwould get in and stuff...haha...of course kan cheong lah! First prize $10 000 okay...
Well..now I'm home...gonna work on the suggestions for Council...so... bye peeps!

2006-06-19T05:41:00.000-07:00

G'DAY MATES!!!!! HAHA... I'M BACK!!! ya...did alot of shopping for YOU PEOPLE...bought some stuff for u peeps...i ran out of money...so...please dont get angry if your present is just a piece of candy...ya... Can't really say much about the trip cos all I did was to shop, SHOP and SHOP!!! Went to Perth City to shop, Fremantle markets to shop, Fremantle roads to shop, Subiaco roads to shop ans Subiaco Markets to shop...ya...really fun the only I hated about the trip was that my lips cracked AGAIN...it hurts like crap...anyway...ya..

Now I'm gonna talk about TODAY!!! Which is Monday (19/06/06)
I went to CHIJ St. Nicholas Girls for the National Student Convention.... SOOO FUN!!!!! Met alot of cool people from my cool grup- group K! We decided to call ourselves "Kinetic" cos it had to start with a "K" so ya...these are the VERY COOL, NICE, FRIENDLY and TOTALLY ROCKING people I met today!
Beatrice, Charmaine, Martin, Loon Yew, Warren, Zaferin, Yu Rui, Wen Shin, Meihui, Xiao Wei, Xilei, Joel, Donn
Ya, they are really nice!!! So funny too....haha...well, they made today relly fun!!!

haha...tomorrow have to go to SLC again..so I'll get going..bye!!!

2006-06-13T04:38:00.000-07:00

hello. you guy wont be hearing from me for 5 days... I'll be in Australia! yeah, Perth, again...Dont worry...I'll TRY to get ya'll presents...I'm leaving at 6am tomorrow...will be back in the evening on Sunday... haha...My mom bet me that I wouldn't pass through the guards at the casino...no, I dont gamble...just for fun...ya, the last time...I caused trouble at the hotel..haha. Well...stayed at home all day today...packed my bag...my luguage is so small, yet it's only half filled...trust me, it'll be full when i get back...haha well I'm off!!! BYE!!<3

2006-06-12T19:32:00.000-07:00

Sorry I didnt blog for the past few days (not that it would have affected you, cos nobody reads this stupid blog)...was too busy...on Sunday, went to Angelyn's house amd I forgot what I did...but YESTERDAY was FUN FUN FUN!!!
Went out with Charrisa..she's a super old friend (not as in age, as in we've been friends for very long time..)...she can shop I tell you! She bought a pair of Levis Jeans the moment she steped into Bugis Junction...$139..omg right...then went shopping around Bugis, explored Bugis Street...which was like very empty cos almost half the shops were closed...
ya, then went back to her home at Changi Rise...at Simei..Went steam bath, swimming and then brought her super cute dog Fluffy down to play...I tell you, I don't know if all condos have this but in the pool, there's music!!! If you go underwater, you can hear music..Charissa says it's called a "Music pool" so cool right? They played chinese classical yesterday...then western classical...I wonder if they can play pop rock in there...I hope so! haha...
Ya, then I went home...was sooo tired that I fell asleep..and couldnt wake up to blog! So, now I'm blogging!haha...
I'll come back tonight! BYE!

2006-06-10T05:51:00.000-07:00

Today is officially DINOSAUR Day! haha...well...I've seen too many dinos...today went with my pesky cousins to Science Centre...Well, I was paid to babysit them, not exactly paid, but I was given $40 for entry tickets,rides and food and stuff...Mom didnt know my aunt already bought the tickets...so , she said I could keep the money!! haha...$ ka-shing!$ haha...ya and went to this Dinosaur Exihibition called "Sue and Friends"..sounds silly right? Sue is the name of the first complete skeleton of a T-Rex, I think. Ya, saw the skeleton, thought it was real, then found out it was just a model of the actually one in the states...but it was HUGE!!!
Then went to Omnimax Theatre to watch " T-REX! Back to the Crustaceas"( I think I spelt it wrongly...)...wasnt that nice but then went to Science Centre, as in the actual one with the permanent displays, was really FUNNY!
There's this Water Works place there, it's like a swimming pool place, but no pool, just these fun comtraptions and a water maze...ya, so there were alot of coloured balls for you to throw into the comtraptions so you can see them shoot out or something, ya, I saw this group of boys playing...ya, they were in swimming trunks. This boy who was super selfish, he collected all the balls and when he couldn't hold onto them for long, guess what he did? He actually stuffed them in his trunks!!!! IN THE FRONT! All the parents there were like so shocked and asked their children not to touch the balls!!! HAHAHA!!!Sooo funny!
Ya, I'm now at my cousin's place...so ya...hope all you people have fun out there!!
BYE!!!(x LOVE YOU LOADS!!!<3

2006-06-08T23:56:00.000-07:00

Well, hi! Hard to believe it's been like 2weeks already.So much has happened...anyway...my eyes hurt like crap now cos I couldn't sleep yesterday... ya, I'll be going for tuition after this, so I most probably won't blog later. So, this morning had to tutor Janson, if not he won't be allowed to go home if he doesnt finish his work! So, being the good cousin I am, I helped and trust me, it's like teaching a fish how to walk( actually, he's anything but a fish)...anyway, then played soccer with my new beach ball( got it at 50% off!) and now I'm about to go for tuition, so ya, I'm off! BYE! (:

2006-06-08T20:33:00.000-07:00

Hello. Today started okay i guess. Had chinese tuition the moment I woke up. Spent the ENTIRE 2 hrs getting the teacher to teach me how to read that silly chinese storybook we have to for our holiday homework. I successfully completed 20pages of the book!!! clap, clap.haha...IT'S CHINESE OKAY. ya, then I tried reading another few more pages in the afternoon but I gave up and in total, I ended up reading 22 pages!!! yaayy!! After that, watched TV, ate, but didnt sleep...and now I'm at the computer! Anyway, my life has been super DULL for the past few weeks and it will continue for the rest of my life (well, maybe untill I graduate from STC) ...Don't ask me why people...some things just can't be explained! haha..ok I'll go now!! BYE!! (X

I've given up.
I've lost faith.
I'll stop dreaming.
I'll stop being a total moron,
and wasting my time on something that is clearly IMPOSSIBLE.
I've given up on everything.

2006-06-07T23:53:00.000-07:00

Hi people!!! Sorry I didn't blog yesterday... Was watching Project Runway!!! It was soooo nice! Anyway...went swimming yesterday, quarelled( well, actually, we fight) with Janson (as usual), then went home to sleep...ya, then watched TV, that's all...nothing much...so ya, I'll blog later again! BYE!!!(x

2006-06-06T20:41:00.000-07:00

Hello people...how's things? This is like the third time I'm typing for this post...Something's wrong with my blog....anyway...nothing much today....raining all day...that fellow slept all day, so I would consider it quite peaceful...Ya, and I just found out how to set the time for myblog...SLOW righ? haha...well, nothing much, so...I'll see ya guys later! BYE!!!

I wish I could stop time,
right at that moment when you were talking to me.
I wifh I could stop time,
so you wouldn't have to leave me so soon.

2006-06-05T21:57:00.000-07:00

This song sort of reminds me of that idiot I stay with. Just in case you're too slow to realise, I'M TRYING TO SAY THAT YOU SUCK LIKE SH*T, and I HATE YOU Janson.

"If I Were You"
You seem to find the dark when everything is bright
You look for all thats wrong instead of all thats right Does it feel good to you to rain on my parade
You never say a word unless its to complain
Its driving me insane

If i were you
Holding the world right in my hands
The first thing i'd do
Is thank the stars for all that i have
If i were you

Look what surrounds you now
More than you ever dreamed
Have you forgotten just how hard it used to be
So whats it going to take
For you to realize
It all could go away in one blink of an eye
It happens all the time

If i were you
Holding the world right in my hands
The first thing i'd do
Is thank the stars above
Tell the world i love that i do
If i were you

So whats it going to take
For you to realize
It all could go away in one blink of an eye
It happens all the time
If i were you

Holding the world right in my hands
The first thing i'd do
Is thank the stars above
For the world i love
Take a breath and enjoy the view
Live the life that i've wanted to
If i were you

2006-06-05T04:46:00.000-07:00

Today, went for councillor training...nope, not as fun as I wanted it to be....felt like an outcast
okay....everyone had their friends and all...Crystal had like her other friends, Yi Xin and Farah... So, I was basically alone, until Laurentia came for the next half of the training...Anyway..Crystal still owes me a hug!!!! Hahaha...fine... I kept my promise and didnt talk about * for the entire training ok...(x Hahaha...it was okay I guess...played dog and bone...was really exciting...Crystal was like so KIND..she let Nerrissa take the bone...because they were good friends and alll...she's sooo cute!!!!haha...ok, I better stop, if not she'll kill me...ya, then came home with Laurentia...ya...that's about all!!! So, I'm going!!! BYE !(X MUAKS!

When I close my eyes,
the only one I see is you.
I hope you're enjoying yourself.
I miss you.

2006-06-04T06:12:00.000-07:00

Hey ya'll! I'm like typing REAL SLOW now cos my hands are oily...I'm eating PIZZA! Crystal just asked me a question...she asked how my life was like now...well, here's the anwer. I feel empty, restless and very occupied with my thoughts...everything I do, evey thing I say, every thought I think, ya. Well, just hope someone, I mean, EVERYONE is enjoying themselves. I really miss you guys... I feel bloody miserable...But I must live up to my motto! SMILE(X!!!!
Fine, I just don't know what to do with myself...Anyway...went to church today...went shopping ALONE while mom and dad have foot massages...went swimming with Alvin (by the way, he's my cousin) ya, then now..I'm blogging and telling you about my miserable life.
Tomorrow's councillor training...don't think it will be as fun as I expected it to be...well...still gotta smile, right? still trying to figure out my phone, the silly SMS is on dictionary and I don't know how to stop it...it's freaking irritating...
Anyway...ya, won't say much.Do you notice that my entries are getting shorter and shorter...well, cos I have nothing happy to say...not until * comes back... well...so I'll go...
Bye!!! I still love all of ya'll!

* If you thnk you know the answer, think again. I didn't say the name, gender, or even if * is a human being...haha...so think again!!!

2006-06-03T01:28:00.000-07:00

It's me. HAPPY ME. haha...guess why? I got myself a new phone!!! Motorola Rzr V3i GOLD!!! OMG right! For those who are abit BEHIND inthe latest stuff, V3i GOLD is a LIMITED EDITION DOLICE and GABBANA phone! Actually, I don't know who the hell those names are...but sound quite familiar...I think they're some kind cos designers cos I saw a brand called Dolice and Gabbana...Well...Crystal thinks it's EEE...haha...well, different people different taste! I'm officially broke. You're probably going WAH...SO RICH when I told you I got a phone, but I bought it with MY OWN MONEY!!! Yes, my savings, hong bao money and the interest I charge my parents when they don't give my allowance on time! haha...so now you can see..I DON'T COME CHEAP! hahaha...well...I haveto charge my phone for 8 hours so if ya'll can't reach me, and it's really urgent, or you just called to say you miss me(ya, right), then you can call my home and leave a message with my super ROUGH and LOUD domestic helper (that's a diplomatic way to say MAID, so I'm just being polite here...haha), ok?
Nothing much today, other than the phone thing...ya, and please, I just want to share my happiness with you guys, I really don't mean to boast., seriously, I don't. So...I'm off the my cousin's place now....maybe I'll blog there... So, see ya!

I'll miss you. I'll miss you real bad.
As long as you are happy ok?
I'll really miss you.
Enjoy yourself.
I'll smile, even if it's difficult
Without YOU.

2006-06-02T07:06:00.000-07:00

HI! Yayy!! Everyone's back today!!!But they're like too tired to talk to me... People, enjoyed Sports camp? haha...anyway, COUNCILLORS!!! Remember to bring a photocopy of your result slip for Ms. Sim ya? Don't know what she wants it for...but if you did badly...don't worry...you're not the only one...haha!!Just joking!! I know all of us are SMART people right??? Well...just found out that not EVERYONE is going for counicllor training...CRY!!!!!!! Why is my life so TERRIBLE!!!!!! Well...it's fate...just gotta live with it...I seriously think those who went for sports camp need to REST!!! All of ya'll sound DEAD...If ya'll dead...I'm dead too...haha...well ok...anything sms me k? Oh, 2B, I think there's no more math remedial...I think so...dont ask me...ask those guai kia like Ronnica...haha..ok talk with ya'll some time ya? BYE!!! LOVE YOU LOADS!!!!(x

2006-06-01T04:44:00.000-07:00

YAYYY!!!!!! I got the tag board working!!!! Fine, I know I'm SLOW in computer stuff...so start TALKING PEOPLE!!!!

2006-06-01T04:05:00.000-07:00

Hey peeps!!! I'm back from hibernation...Went out to eat lunch with Dad today...nothing much...Slept for a pretty long time...I feel like somebody boxed my eye..OUCH! I feel so lonely...when I come online...everybody's not there! All enjoying themselves at sports camp...hmph! I dont noe when they're coming back...but quite sure they're enjoying it...
Anyways...I cant get this silly tag board thing to work out...Guess you guys will have to keep your peace! hahaha...well...there's actually nothing much to talk about...so I'll stop blogging because you poor people will have to read all the nonsensical crap I write to fill up the space in the post...bye guys!!! SMILE(X!!!

2006-05-31T03:06:00.000-07:00

I'M BACK!!!!!And like so many of you are gone. Fine lah, all those in sports CCA. PANG SAY me. I rushed home to on the com ok...gone for 3 days of camp...well, here's the past 3 days!!!

Monday, 29th May
Went to school for LD camp...haha...the sec 3s were in charge...wondered how they would manage us...they will be taking over after the sec4s graduate, which is like after the June holidays. Played captain's ball with water balloons...but not fun one...the balloons were so durable...even if u threw it on the ground, it wouldn't burst...but still, it was exciting...then played a few games, that i forgot...
Then we did the best thing on EARTH. We watched the movie BILLY ELLIOT!!!Omg!!!!It's sooooo nice!!!! I'll tell you the entire story if you want to, but I'll tell you the best part!!!

There was a scene where Billy, the main character, who is like 11 yrs old or something, is in a room with this girl, who is the daughter of his ballet teacher. Then they start to talk, and then the girl starts to touch his hair(duh, the ones on his head!) for like no reason..for fun i think. Anyway, then they start pillow fighting and the feathers start flying around and all.Are you ready for the part???
Ya, then she falls back on the bed and Billy accidentally falls on top of her. Then they look at each other with that, you know LOOK. Then she starts to like touch his face with her finger, like not poke, more like that tracing action when you try to tickle your friend, like in THAT way. Then, you know he starts to move forward towards her and....and....SOME IDIOT CALLS THEM FROM DOWNSTAIRS AND BREAKS THE SCENE!!!How toot is that?? I thought I thought I could see some romantic action!Like kissing or something...But dont be dissapointed!!!I know this sounds weird, but in the end, before Billy leaves his town, he kisses a GUY. That guys is his best friend and his best friend happens to be GAY. Billy knows that, but still kisses him, in THAT way!!!
Ya, you should like watch the show!!!!!!It's super nice!I watched it last year but forgot the story...

Then for the rest of the day, we slacked.The sec 3s were super unprepared.They got things mixed up and stuff, so we ended up wasting time...

Tuesday, 30th May
Ya, the same thing...was super boring...did scavanger hunt...pathetic..Then, I left for IJYM Camp!!! Before that had to say farewell to the sec 4s...because thay were leaving and I would miss their official farewell party and goodbyes...so, said my farewells, gave Shu Wen a BIG HUG!!! So sad...they are nice people...wah....
Then, Esther and I had to take MRT to Hougang to meet the rest for YM camp...We missed the Amazing race...it seemed like they has alot of fun...Then got to know the girls from other IJ schools better and told Laurentia that she had a FAN in sec1...hahaha...better not say so much..wait she angry with me...
Then we had BBQ!!!!I was like hogging the otahs ok...I was hungry then after that, I ate so much satays...hahaha...had fun...Mrs Lee joined us too...brought her son, Christopher for a while too...then her husband came to get the baby...Mrs Lee stayed for the night too... Ya, at night, the girls were very noisy...it was freakingly cold too...

TODAY!!!!31st May
Yup...was the last day today...I had to do my presentation about the project too...found out that it wasn't graded...but everyone told me I did a good job...which means I didnt say anything wrong...haha...said our goodbyes...came home..and now I'm at my com blogging... I don't think I can last much longer...I must go to school...But overall, I enjoyed myself...
Those at the sports camp...ENJOY YOURSELVES!!! Come back and tell me all about your camp k? Hahaha...
Well...I said quite alot...so...I'll blog again when I think of something to say cos I'm exhausted!!!
So ya, I'm going!Bye!

2006-05-28T01:41:00.000-07:00

HI!!! Yay!Tommorow's the start of holidays...ENJOY! Well, not for the poor sec 4s...chinese O'
levels...Good luck!Anyways...I'll be gone for like 3 days I think...actually, 4 days...got ELDDS camp and IJYM Combine camp!!!! Both 3 days, then the 4th day for me to hibernate...The two camps like clash together cos they fall on the same days...haiyyer...so, I'll be attending half of each...So sad right??? The worst part is...I can't go sports camp!!!GGRRRRHHH....I want to go!!!!I should have like changed my CCA...why cant there be a camp called CCA Combine camp?Like all the CCAs take part, fine that's like the entire school, the ENTIRE school, from SEC1-SEC4...haha...ok, i'll stop.
Today, went for church in the morning...then went shopping with mommy! Haha...bought the LAST WHITE adiddas watch...very nice one...hunted the island for this white one...but no more stock...got this one from westmall, 20% off! but with my own money...haha...yesterday got a crumpler too, with my own money...had to buy a thumbdrive today, so i did...with my own money...i need to shop!!!!I need to release my stress! I can't stand not going to school...It's driving me NUTS!!!! This month is going to be MISERABLE.
At least, I dont have to study...Then again...there's COUNCILLOR CAMP!!!yeah!that's when I will stop being so depressed, unless not ALL the councillors go...If not all go, I'll commit suicide!(I'm joking...) but I'll be super upset...
IJYM Camp is like a compettition, and I'm presenting AGAIN! I'm like freaking nervous, I dont wanna say the wrong thing again ok...wait kena scolding...
Well, you people have fun ok?When you all come back from camps and all, and finish studying or anything, must chat with me ya?I'm always online and nobody is...so LONELY.
So, I'm going!Oh, 2B, I still dont wanna hear it from you...hahaha...ok...I'm GONE, GOING, GONE!
bye!muack!(x

grrrhhhh!!!!

2006-05-26T16:33:00.000-07:00

Haha...got our report books today...I did okay I guess...but today totally SUCKED.Morning assembly-ya, i know, Founder's Day presentation.DUH i was nervous like crap.The teachers were all like staring at me after the photo presentation which was like total stress! Then the QUIZ. I just wanted to get over and done with and ya, I THOUGHT it went ok but here are the criticism i got from some people...(being my nice and forgiving self, i shall not state your names)
" You were TOO straight forward up there."
"You kept on saying UMM...and ERRR..."
"What STUFFING IT UP do you mean?" ----HELLO!I said STUFF YOURSELF UP!not STUFFING IT UP!What the hell!
ya, then came another one this time it was a teacher(actually, I put her name, but my cousin says i can get sued for slander, so I 'll let you off this time!!!ggrrrhhh...)
"It was funny at first but then you started to go overboard. I thought it was RUDE,impolite and it does not reflect you as a good councillor. Don't take to heart, but next time be more respectful. You were like rushing them to come up BLAH, BLAH,BLAH, BLAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!! "

I'm like freaking angry ok! Firstly, I didn't insult anyone or ANYTHING. If she thinks that I'm not a good MC then SAY SO! Don't give me all those crap! Secondly, I wasnt rushing them up!I encouraged to come up because they were like hesitating to come up! Tell her to be the MC if she's so great! THANKS ALOT for the criticism my FRIENDS gave. You helped contributed to making my DAY HORRIBLE! I put in so much effort in making this presentation. I had to draw every single slide, scan the photos from that BIG BULKY book, trim the photos, make them big enough, and do the quiz!!! I thought Esther was supposed to do the quiz and all she gave me was 3 questions and I had to do the rest!!!!!!Not that I'm blaming you Esther, but you just gave me 3 questions! If it weren't for Pearl 's help I think I would have had to burn the midnight oil again! I lost an ENTIRE week of sleep just doing this for you people and this is what I get!
Anyways, then got our report books back and although I did ok, I still was very upset!
Oh ya, KG, thanks for the WATER! Hey, at least you are going for SPORTS CAMP! I know I'm not! WHATEVER! Hahahahaha...
Congrats to Jolyn and Maureen for being 2nd and 3rd in class!Keep it up!(x

Well, I've vented out all my anger until my keyboard sounds abit weird now... Anyways...thanks a million to Mrs Lee for helping me out , Pearl for your help in the quiz and waiting for me before watching the show, and all those who did not criticize me despite my terrible performance during morning assembly!

And ya, 2B, I dont wanna hear it from you , LALALA I DONT KNOW WHAT YOU ARE TALKING ABOUT!!! hahaha...(x
Bye peeps!!!!Happy Holidays/ Happy Studying for O'levels!